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My Electronics Manufacturing China Electronics Contract Manufacturing another goal is a foreign enterprise, unfortunately, electronic edition resumes delivered in China HR roll over the feather one after another, several can not receive the written examination qualification or the beginning one unexpectedly. I at that time am rather self-confident to ones own ability, talk and makings, win in written examination and interview quite surely, but the situation not even to interview the qualification faced, I have to be deeply aware of ones own helplessness when faced with a great task. It is never heard of since then to act as the resume thrown out, I have felt a great deal of helplessness in life for the first time. Analyze calmly, besides odjective cause, this may relate to the fact that the resume that I made is not exquisite enough, in addition, according to result, on the careers market of foreign enterprise, besides technology talent, compared with undergraduate the graduate student does not have a lot of advantages, even there is inferior position on age. In addition, it is that oneself is simplified to make the course of the resume, symbol code course, course to screen resume high-efficiency, but human nature too, apt to let people judge so as to the fixed stereotype. For example, as women, will probably mean in inferior position during the process of looking for a jobing, this unit behavior in the system is particularly obvious.  
The still very clear one remembers that experience of Xinhua News Agencys interview that I go. After through Xinhua News Agencys unified examination, according to the achievement rank, I am being chosen from entering for more than 80 applicants joining English of compiling department and editing out, enter the last interview. 16 students altogether are notified and participated in the interview, we are told and waited for gathering in front of Xinhua News Agency gate neatly, then brought in collectively by interview teachers. When waiting at the front door, I have met an English undergraduate course classmate from another university of Beijing, I know that have no her on the interview list, but because there are internal relations, she can come to break a rule to participate in interviewing. Just came into the building where this national-level news agency had already had much time, had already experienced the orderly rhythm of life here, I had sense of misplacing of a kind of history suddenly, a kind of antipathetic mood, unexpectedly all sorts of sacredness and honor imagined in the past were replaced by a sense of depression.    
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We Electronics Manufacturer are arranged in a meeting room, the arrival of several interview teachers of patient wait. About 40 minutes later, several leader to join person who group into gather neat finally, personnel manager join to Xinhua News Agency every leader and business situation of person who group into make about introduction for less than one hour, he put emphasis on, join repetitiveness and getting uninteresting of job of arranging etc. constantly during that time, this fact, in addition have a great pain of his, may only leave several people of a dozen of ours finally after all, such statement lets the loser not feel very sorry at least. This personnel manager proposes letting us 16 introduce oneself in turn subsequently. Perhaps is influenced by atmosphere, everybody cherishes speeches like gold this time, everybody has introduced names and graduated from the universities and colleges briefly only in a few words, later kept silent. The teacher who continues the personnel department puts forward questions on the fact that invite everybody in the place not just understood, different from warm discussion of foreign enterprise which I joined, we a dozen watch each other, but everybody spoke and acted cautiously, nobody opens ones mouth at the beginning, I cant help proposing the first question at last, it is roughly about treatment. Up to now, I have not known as the first person who eats the crab, what the other side left are any impressions that give, but I have never regretted to ones own behavior.  
And then interview alone, divide into English spoken interview and general problem interview. Teachers of Xinhua News Agency are all very affable, though is the interview, just as chat, has offered any course, what directions work is all looked for. The question is very simple, the interview can go away when being finished. Notified one week later.  
I phone Xinhua News Agency one week later, the result is to let me wait a moment, say students applying for a job are all very outstanding, but they mainly consider the proportion of graduate student and undergraduate, proportion of boys and girl. Another week passed by, when I phoned again, teachers of Xinhua News Agency repeated the same words, say they have already selected people to get to practise, have hinted I consider looking for the other work. I know I have not got this chance, but curiously, my mood is very relaxed, calm instead, because from the beginning, I have a kind of strong intuition, this job, and the rhythm of working is not all fit for me, I do not belong to here, here does not belong to me either. Though I have not found yet and is suitable for carving the son of oneself, however, what I understood very much is, I am not that I want to come locally.  
Among numerous interview, Ann one from British partner of Huaming my impression of and most deep forever, this is one of the reasons why I choose to go to Ann forever finally too. As English and specialized student of media, I am always very self-confident to ones own English ability and ability to express, in before several times in,I overcome all the difficulties in the way all the way, arrive imprison finally. However, in last one side forever of Ann, in the face of this very intelligent partner, I nearly lose self-confidently.  
People will usually have two kinds of behavior at nervous state, or it is very rapid to just speak, without thinking, or speak and mutter and mumble, a blank of brain. I am usually shown as the former, in the face of the serious and sharp partner, I am very nervous, in the introduction to the beginning, in order to avoid being awkwardly silent, I finish introducing oneself without a break without thinking. His expression was getting serious suddenly, I can not see the smile as that kind of encouragement that is met while interviewing in the past, even a silk is even good. As expected, this interview officer provided several questions that rather created obstacles hereafter, though can still answer freely, the atmosphere in the air is deep, I can find out that can not leave him good opinion. The heart is constant to sink.  
The interview is earlier than that of end which I estimated, this British boss looks through my resume over, put aside, stand up and announce the interview and is over, the hope that the sixth sense tells me to defeat is slim. That is that I am failed from the first interview of looking for a job, sit on the seat, the unexpected blow makes some of me send wood. But I how much heart also unwilling, think understanding what the question is. Why the interview officer so harsh to me, my ability to express it will be all right normally. Since had no hopes, I relax, I have not still stood up, sit on the seat, looked at him, asked:  
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